It's been really tough, trying to contain so much. I'm trying my hardest to keep my stress level low and not go completely hysterical. It will be so good to see family, but the circumstances are just awful.
I will be telling my mom about the pregnancy when I see her. I'll wait until after the funeral -- it's joyful news, and I hope it might provide some kind of light for my mom. She is the strongest lady I know. Having the opportunity to tell her in person means the world to me, so even though timing isn't ideal, I know it will make her happy.
Today, I am 8 weeks pregnant, and on my way to say goodbye to the woman whom I wished so badly would become a great-grandmother for the first time. Peace to you, Grandma Connie. We love you.
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